but nothing's greater than the rush that comes with your embrace..

I love that song atm c: I'm playing it over and over again.
So anyway guys, I hope most of you will read this..
I'm sorry for being gone. I'm sure some of you have noticed that I haven't been online for days.
I can explain.
Wednesday, I left with my school on a schoolcamp. I was supposed to stay there for 3 days, but I got sick in the evening of the first day. They had to bring me home. So I got home, and I started crying. I went to bed, got up the next day and cried again..
guys.. this schoolcamp was everything for me. I'd given everything to be there. And I must say, I had the greatest, greatest time of my life over there, until I got sick.
And my friends were so lovely and worried about me and it was such an amazing place and the people were great and I had to leave all of that.
I also think I'm falling in love with one of my friends.
(for more details, you can always talk to me on msn c: and if you haven't got my msn, you can always ask :'D )
and if that isn't bad enough, my parents are worried about me because I got sick twice in a pretty short time. So if I get sick a third time, they will ask for extra care (that means they're going to check my blood to make sure I haven't got anything that makes my body weak)
I feel like crap right now, just because my friends over there mean the world to me. There's no way I could describe how much I love those guys.
I just wanted to tell you this, to show that I still care about you c': and I will upload art as soon as I can, I promise ^^
okay. that's pretty much it.
I love you all!